Lost. Believer, but lost. Need wisdom. Don't know what to do. Need & want my marriage of 36 yrs back. God can restore no matter what it is now. Apart 5 yrs & been praying & believing for it to be restored. I'm alone and lost everything. Disabled, so have no life, so to speak. I miss my life with him. He got with someone before we separated & married her, but I believe that should not be.